My healing journey started in 2008, I was twenty years old and I wanted to understand myself. I knew that I wasn’t bipolar, or depressed, but there was something inside of me that needed to be put back together. My childhood was not an easy one, I mean who’s really is…. And that was the relating mentality that I used to dull the pain that I had endured, and avoid some uncomfortable realities. That was normal right?
My friend Vincent who I had met at my job as a telemarketer showed me a breathing technique (pranayama) to help with my cramps. What I had tasted and tapped into was something that I have never been able to put down since. It was relief on a deeper level than just taking two or three tylenols could give. This sense of relief lead me to my life purpose, my divine path.
So…. I signed up for a yoga teacher training course a few months later…. And halfway through it I had a mass kundalini awakening… You can read more about the details here…. During that awakening it removed all of the blocks from my childhood memory gaps. You see there was a huge portion of my past that I could not remember. I had bits and pieces but nothing that ever made a dent.
The energy of cracking open my kundalini gave me the memories that I had asked for. The ones where my father had sexually abused me from a very young age until I was about 12.
If you haven’t been abused in this way it’s a strange thing to be able to relate to. There is such compassion, rage, shame, and love for the person who hurt me, in this case it was my father who was supposed to protect me from this type of thing. There is such a strength and love, yet an intrinsically vulnerable state that almost never went away.
This is just my experience but I fully believe that it robbed me of a huge part of my soul, it cut so deeply that you I was unable to trust most of the world around me, and my brain created reasons for this to be absolutely true.
This remembrance was essentially a gift, although at the time it didn’t feel like it. I have always been a person who wanted the truth, it's just how I am made and this was a huge part of my individual puzzle at finding the truth.
Each of the modalities that I worked with thereafter my first yoga teacher training were an integral part of the process of healing for me. I sat with many masters, all of whom I am eternally grateful for as well as all of the teachers that have come into my life.
I sat in sweat lodges, purged my guts up in ayahuasca ceremonies, took LSD, ecstasy and slept with beautiful men and women….meditated and twisted my body in yogic postures at the foothills of the Himalayas in India, I prayed to Jesus Christ- Krishna- and the Holy Spirit, I drank alcohol and smoked marijuana…. I tried to blend in with everyone else who was self medicating like everything was normal… I learned Reiki and I even tried more than once to use marriage to fix that crack in my soul. All of these things both prepped me to heal and never went deep enough to heal at the root cause of it… That is until one moment in my Basic DNA ThetaHealing class. This moment changed my life, and it as a result changed all of the lives that I have worked with ever since.
I was in extreme tears during a belief work session. I was shocked that this amount of tears came, I was so angry that this same wound that I had worked on for almost a decade was still there. “ This again” I kept saying as I sobbed uncontrollably… In one moment of vulnerability and complete trust I met the Creator with the help of a dear friend and teacher. I was able to forgive my father for the first time in my life. Recreate my soul from that place of weightless forgiveness. I felt my soul was healed and returned finally to me…. And for the first time I was able to be a complete person.
The ThetaHealing technique is not only a modality that helps with physical ailments and sometimes terminal diseases.It not only helps you develop your psychic skills and teaches you how to help others. That is why I decided that day that I would continue to learn about myself and how I can be of service to others who have experienced this similar wound. There is hope. There is more than hope…. There is joy and celebration, understanding on why I chose to have that specific human experience and lesson. Because I did chose it before I came in… I can confidently say that now, with conviction, forgiveness and freedom within my heart.
ThetaHealing was the last piece of that puzzle for me. And this is one of the many reasons why I continue to practice it to this day. And recently I had the pleasure of being trained as a ThetaHealing Instructor. So that I can teach others how they can work with their abilities, assist in healing others and themselves, and most importantly connect to their Creator, and so much more!!!
And Isn’t that what the world needs? I am honoured to be a part of that.
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